As much as we love to chat with people who have achieved their goals, we love talking to those who are just starting their journey. It’s nice; you feel refreshed, meet new people. New experiences, new creations, new processes, new success stories… Well let’s leave the rest to Kenan…
At it’s basis, this question has two answers for me. For one, experiencing new lives in each character an actor portrays and being able to be someone else is a liberating thing. I’d like to explain the other reason like this: You know how every profession requires you to specialise on something or some subject… For example, an engineer needs to focus on engineering, a farmer on land, a doctor on the human body. In acting, what you need to specialise in is your self and your body… That is why you’re actually working 24 hours… You’re constantly in contact with your subconscious, senses and emotions. You have to observe and empathise at all times because you may have to act in a situation that you’ve observed. This causes your awareness level to exceed, which I think is the main purpose in living. In short, you turn everything to your advantage from the things you read, see, and live.
I had an adventure between Istanbul and the US during college years. My origin is actually administrative sciences. I graduated from Istanbul Technical University however once I started to study acting in New York, I realised that that was what I really wanted. My enthusiasm multiplied continually. I continued by Stanislavsky education from Stella Adler with studying the Anthony Bova and Eric Morris system. Then I became Anthony’s assistant at his theatre for a while. When I came back to Turkey, I met CRAFT and graduated from there.
There is an idol and a moment as the reason for each artist to pick their craft. However embarking on that journey, you fall between the dreams and reality as you said. You see that people have worked so hard and spent so much time for that “moment” you’ve been impressed with, and that it is hard. You don’t achieve dreams easily. In my opinion, there difficulties and disappointments are experiences and tests that prepare you for new ventures.
We had to do so many exercises that would normally be considered as embarrassing in real life that our threshold for embarrassment got pretty high. I think this is one of the best things about a good education.
One time they asked us to communicate to one another as a monkey when it was forbidden to talk to one another or stand still. After an hour-long class spent like that, we were asked to leave the building and not come back for another hour, acting the same way we did in class! Think about it, you’re on the street acting like a monkey. Everyone had a partner. We went out to the coastline at Moda. We wrestled at the park, got involved in a basketball match, jumping around like monkeys surrounding them. When I think about it now it was fun however I was really embarrassed back then.
It’s different when you form relationships with people one on one, getting instant reactions, adjusting to it… As a child, I would always look up to film actors and could never get theatre. When I first acted in a play, I couldn’t stop my jaw and knees from shaking. I guess that was when I first felt “it.”
I start off with my sub-characteristics when I research about a character. At the end of the day, all dichotomies from a king to a slave to a woman to a man are present in one’s self. Creating the character has something to do with how willing you are to finding those attributes and releasing them. What people go through, hence interpret are different to one another of course. You’re actually trying to understand and free your character, you are not contradicting it. If you don’t empathise with it, if you judge it, the character you build my collapse.
I was really impressed by how someone who holds a space for acting, is so kind and beautiful changes into a serious authority without changing his characteristics. He is a director who motivates his actors about the scene and the whole, while giving them freedom for themselves and their ideas. Meeting Çağan Irma and working with him encouraged me about my profession.
There are many elders who have no sign of ego. Of course the meaning of ego is also important; because ego is necessary for everyone. It’s important how one uses it. Being humble is a feature that everyone must have also.
I think it gets easier. It’s a part of the job. You shouldn’t take it personally. They have to look at the whole while working on a cast.
Daniel Day Lewis – The Butcher (GAngs of New York). The man is in flow! There is also the fact that Scorcese is behind the camera.
You know there are some shows where health and money are no problem. Like Entourage where there is always a “climax.” The world is peaceful, everyone is in a good mood, problems aren’t real, all the girls are beautiful and the champagne is always cold. I’d like that kind of scenario ?
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