I’m anxious and excited during the day. It doesn’t have to be an extraordinary day. Not many people can describe me as “calm.” But if mean extra. I think my control system is very strong . I can match the feeling of adrenalin and with practise and I can solve any problem that comes to me. When I rush because of stressing too much I feel like I can not show my true potential which is a fact in my life.
Istanbul’s tempo would be a dissertation in and of itself. I think everyone who experienced this city would agree with me. In this city, I’m always very hyped and tired. I still cannot figure out how.
I used to be very obsessed about punctuality. I’m still very stressed to think about making other people wait. If I’m going to be late, I always let them know. Sometimes I can be late max 10-15 minutes. But maybe my friends would feel against this.
The thing that changes fastest in Istanbul is structures. We always see new buildings emerging, or the disappearance of something that was last week. It kind of makes me think about the game Sim City I used to play as a kid.
I’ve been living in this city for the past nine years but I still feel as excited to see the cityscape from the bridge as I was the first time. Whenever I look at the city form above, I find it very surrealistic to think about the history and the memories it harbors.
Timeless does not always means classic. There are so many authentic people, books, items and clothes than can be timeless. It kinda means immortality in some sense. The way you shape the era you live in can make you timeless for me. After so many years revolutionary things are still mean revolutionary.
Being stuck in your car for two hours between Asia and Europe is a daily experience that has been normalized only in Istanbul.